Since I'm impotent and can no longer
get an erection, I let my wife use dating apps to meet men to bring over to the house and fuck.At first, it was just about letting her get off. A few hours before the meet, I'll start cleaning the house meticulously, light some candles, and wait in my study while she gets ready. I listen from behind the door when the man arrives. Sometimes they don't even make it to the bedroom before having sex and end up fucking in our living room. Hearing her with a stranger fills me with a mix of jealousy, inadequacy, and intense arousal.
Once the deed is done, I'll slip out to buy her favorite takeout while she cleans up. We never talk about this directly, but she knows I'm listening, and sometimes I think she performs louder just for me, turning my medical failure into our shared, unspoken kink.