I still love swiping through tinder, even — w4sex

I still love swiping through tinder, even

though I'm in a committed relationship. It's almost become a nightly ritual that feels harmless but deeply deceptive. After my girlfriend falls asleep, I'll lie in the dark mindlessly flicking through profiles. It's not that I'm actively looking to cheat, I just like the thrill of validation, and that tiny surge of dopamine I get every time someone new swipes right on me. It makes me feel desirable again, that lets me know there's still a whole world of options out there. I'll match with someone, exchange a few dirty messages, and then delete the app, only to download it again a few days later, chasing that same high of being wanted by strangers. If im being honest, my relationship feels suffocating sometimes so that's why I do this.